STUCK... but DETERMINED TO MOVE.

This song was introduced to me by my ex, who's now one of my current best-friends.
I guess she thought that I could actually relate to it... and she's right.
I guess both of us is now at our breaking point where we've been hurt too many times that we've actually stopped keeping track.

Hopefully, a new chapter's coming and we can really move on from everything. Knowing her, she probably has already. But me, unfortunately, I'm still stuck.
I just wish the heartaches will stop and I can slowly turn over a new leaf.

YES, THIS ONE IS FOR YOU.

stop with the loving and start with the moving on

Why is that most of us can never learn the art of letting go?

Why is everyone stuck in the notion of goodbye bur never really go through with it?

Why is it just so damn hard to move on from something you thought in your heart would last for an eternity?

Why do we keep nursing the pain we're suppose to avoid?

Why do we keep believing the lies?

Why do we keep hanging on and prolonging the agony?

And WHY THE HELL DOES OUR BRAIN AND HEART ALWAYS COLLIDE?!



Happiness and love...
Why the hell is it hard to ask for both?
The line "you can't have a cake and eat it too" is just the most unbearable cliché.


The funny part about everything is that it was never fair from the beginning I guess. It's never gonna be fair, for some reason, someone's gonna fall deep in love and the other will soon fall out of it.


The broken promises of forever...
If only we could stop our hearts and have them re-think and weigh their options.
Unfortunately, the heart wants what it wants. So at the end of the day, it gets satisfied for a mere second and then a lifetime of pain sets in.

Damn. Why the hell do people fall in love?
Don't they know that it's just too damn risky? DANGEROUS? STUPID?
Wasting your time with the one you "love" feeling complete and stuff like that, that makes you feel loved and happy and shit...
Then after that... BOOM!
It's BYE-BYE LOVE.

HAH! Trust me, you wouldn't want that feeling. Abandonment? Loneliness? Broken?

LOVE IS SO OVERRATED.

The irony of my silence

They say you need peace to clear your mind and relax...
I may have skipped a few steps 'cause I didn't really get the chance to clear my head... ideas and thoughts swarmed in like a wormhole in space waiting for an asteroid to get sucked in. Are these the undeniable complications everyone gets to have when adolescence sets in?

Have you ever felt the need to shout, just scream your lungs out with every fiber of your being?

Trying to find answers to questions that could never burried with clarity?

Trying to find yourself after losing a battle that you just had no chance of winning?

Every aftermath is just meant for realizations and regrets.

Thinking of a perfect plan, trying to execute every detail perfectly then messing up in just a fraction of a second.

Trying to be someone that's more acceptable rather than being yourself?

Trying to be happy and just ignoring the problems thrown at you but after a while they build up and just blow up for everyone to see?

Trying so hard to hold back the tears 'cause your heart can't take it anymore?

Nothing's meant to be perfected, IMPERFECTIONS make things superb and amazing.

Frankly, contentment is what makes up happiness. There's no such thing as a perfect life, a happy life, or worry-free life. That's just stupid.

No one was ever supposed to be happy forever, you'd still want more after that, you'd probably demand euphoria.

a night before the day where romantic promises linger

CHEERS!

Here's to all the singles, almost-singles, unknowingly-singles, wannabe-singles, sick of being singles, and still-waiting-for-someone singles. HAPPY INDEPENDENCE DAY TO YOU. HAHAHAHA You're still FREE. :D CONGRATULATIONS!

Tomorrow you guys will be seeing a whole lot of mushy, sweet, or sometimes undeniably sickening PUBLIC DISPLAY OF AFFECTION... or EMOTION.
For those who are riding solo tomorrow, there's nothing to be bitter about. :)
Even though most of things you're gonna see tomorrow is mostly couples holding hands, kissing, hugging,laughing, showing the world who they love, how happy they are together, and like there's nothing in this damn world that could ever set them apart. Even the music you'll be hearing will make you scream and just slash your ears off 'cause of the annoying love songs from way back when and also songs of our current generation. Need I suggest that you bring your very own iPod, MP3 players, cd players, PSPs, whatever you could plug into your ears that wouldn't be as annoying would be dandy.

Try and spend time with other single friends!
Watch a movie, go bowling, go get inebriated, read a book, clean your room, or just do something you've never actually done before.


It's not the end of the world if you don't have anyone to canoodle with on the-day-that-must-not-be-named.

So CHILL!
HAVE FUN! :)

For every piece of me that wants you ♥

I go back to December every time